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17 Totally Amazing & Awe Inspiring European Churches
This is a video documentary of Nathan giving a guided tour through some of Europe’s most amazing and awe-inspiring churches including the smallest church, the largest church, the tallest church, a fortress church, a church that took 400 years to build, another that is still being constructed after 1,000 years, a neo-Gothic art deco church, the most famous Gothic cathedral, one that has been the site of the crowning of the English monarchs for 1,000 years and more. These are my videos, photos and commentary. Please enjoy!
Cathedrals, Churches and Chapels—What Does YHVH Think About Them?
Ever since the founding of the ancient nation of Israel in the time of Moses, to which the Christian church can trace its spiritual and biblical roots, the people of God (YHVH Elohim) have been constructing magnificent buildings in which to worship their Creator. We now refer these buildings as churches. This is not a bad thing for a number of reasons, the least of which goes back to YHVH’s original plan. Did he not “plant” the first humans in a paradise called the Garden of Eden where they could walk and talk with him in an idyllic setting? How is a church different than this, except it has walls and a roof, which is a propitious concept especially when it is cold and raining outside!
What is more, and few Christians realize this, one of the first things that YHVH instructed the children of Israel to do after exodusing Egypt was to build the Tabernacle of Moses—a portable church building where they could gather, praise and worship him, and learn about his ways in a multi-dimensional and sensorial, experiential way. Not only that, YHVH told them that he would dwell among his people in this glorified tent.
And let them make Me a sanctuary, that I may dwell among them. According to all that I show you, that is, the pattern of the tabernacle and the pattern of all its furnishings, just so you shall make it. (Exod 25:8–9)
This tabernacle took a year to build and employed highly skilled craftsman and artisans who used copious amounts of precious metals, exotic woods and specially died animal skins and colorful tapestries in its construction. The Book of Exodus contains chapter after chapter of detailed instructions that YHVH gave to Moses pertaining to this construction project.
A few hundred years later after coming into the Promised Land, YHVH instructed his people to construct him a more permanent house in which he might dwell among his people. By then, after hundreds of years, the Tabernacle of Moses tent had worn out, and a more solid and permanent structure was needed for the nation, which had greatly expanded in population and territory. This building was called Solomon’s Temple. It contained 100,000 talents of gold and one million talents of silver (1 Chron 22:14). If a talent is equivalent to 75 pounds, then that is 750,000 pounds or 3750 tons of gold or 46,875 ounces of gold. If gold is $2,500 an ounce that comes to more than $30 billion that went into the temple! That was only the value of the gold. Add one million talents of silver at $30 per ounce and that is another $5 billion. This does not include the bronze, wood, stones or other construction materials or the cost of labor to build the temple. The world has never seen any building like this before or since. YHVH Elohim is worthy of the very best!
To this day, YHVH’s people—both Jews and Christians—have been constructing amazing houses of worship. No cost has been spared, the construction efforts have been monumental, amazing methods and machinery invented, engineering feats accomplished, the world’s top artists, craftsmen and musicians enlisted and, at times, construction has continued for decades, hundreds of years and even up to one thousand years as is the case with the Chester Cathedral in England. To this day, in Barcelona, Spain, the Basílica de la Sagrada Familia, is still being constructed having been started in 1882. When completed it will be one of the largest churches on earth boasting the world’s tallest tower at 565.9 feet tall. Presently, it is Spain’s top tourist attraction with 4,707,367 visiting it in 2023 including yours truly. Monumental and costly efforts to build houses of worship for the God of the Bible go on to this very day.
As a frequent world traveler, I’ve had the privilege of visiting Catholic and Protestant basilicas, cathedrals, churches and chapels on five continents in nearly 40 countries over the past forty five years. As a Bible expert who also has a broad knowledge of Western religious and cultural history, and is an academically trained artist, these monumental edifices, constructed at great effort and expense ostensibly for the “glory of God,” have captured my fascination. Their extravagant beauty, the artistry and craftsmanship that went in to their construction before the age of modern machinery is beyond impressive. When one steps into a Gothic cathedral, for example, it boggles one’s mid and leaves spell-bound starring upward. And I’m obviously not the only one who is perennially impressed. The great Christian churches, basilicas, cathedrals down to the lowliest chapel and village church all over Europe in nearly every city are often the top tourist attractions, even to this day in our agnostic, secular humanistic, rabidly materialistic world and even anti-Christian culture. Why this fascination with things religious? Suffice it to say, perhaps despite a secular society’s efforts to eviscerate the God of the Bible from the hearts and minds of Westerners, there is still a God-shaped hole in people’s hearts. Beyond that, this a discussion for another day. What I will discuss here is, more importantly, what does Elohim think of these architectural endeavors of men to reach him? Are these a sort of man-made ladder trying to reach the gates of heaven?
My ventures into cathedrals and churches over the past forty-five years be they Romanesque, Medieval Gothic, Renaissance, Baroque, neo-Gothic, Art Nouveau or modernist, have occurred all over the British Isles, the European continent, Africa, Central and South America and the North American continent from Alaska to Quebec and southward. The more notable houses of worship in which my feet have echoed include Notre Dame Cathedral (before and after the great fire of 2019) and Sacré-Coeur both in Paris, St. Paul’s and Westminster Abbey in London, and the Lausanne Cathedral in Switzerland. In Italy, I have marvelled at San Marcos in Venice, the Duomo di Firenze in Florence, the Cathedral and famous Leaning Tower of Pisa and, of course, St. Peter’s in Rome), and ornate churches Palarmo in Sicily. And I cannot forget massive Sagrada Familia in Barcelona, Spain and the nineteenth century French church in Carthage, Tunsia in Africa. And then there are the churches in Mexico, South America and New York City and elsewhere around the U.S. that I have visited. When in Israel, I viewed many ancient churches and synagogues that go back for nearly 2,000 years. I have viewed some of the largest church buildings in world including Saint Peter’s Basilica in Rome which can hold 60,000 worshipers as well as the smallest Catholic church in the world on the tiny island of Guernsey in the English Channel which measures only eight feet by 16 feet in size. I Barcelona’s Sagrada Familia whose tallest tower, when completed, will reach 565 feet into the heavens making it the tallest church in the world, a church that doubled as a Medieval fortress in the mountains of northern Spain, Europe’s most famous Gothic cathedral, the last church that the ill-fated Titanic saw, the abbey where 1,000 years of British monarchs have been crowned, the church that was the birthplace of the Italian Renaissance and a church in Pisa that took 400 years to construct and another in England that has been a construction project for a thousand years. Typically, when visiting most of these churches, I have merely been a curious tourist taking in the sights, learning the history and marveling at the artistry and labor that went into building them. But now in my mid-60s and having reaching a more philosophical stage in my life with a aerial view of life that only age and time can provide, I am now seeing these churches from a little different perspective—from, I think and hope, a more heavenly, kinder, even loving heart of YHVH Elohim one.
My first trip to Europe was in 1980 where I spent a year studying in Switzerland. During spring break, I ventured into Italy where I spent several days in Rome. By this time, I had visited many cathedrals including Westminster Abbey and St. Paul’s in London, Notre Dame in Paris, and St. Mark’s in Venice, but nothing prepared me for St. Peter’s Basilica in the Vatican. Upon arriving in Rome, I fought my way on foot while braving the terrifying melee of cars to cross countless interminably wide and often crosswalkless boulevards to finally reach St. Peters Square in the Vatican, the headquarters of the Roman Catholic Church. I nonchalantly meandered into St. Peter’s Basilica and was immediately overwhelmed. My jaw needed a crutch as it dropped to the exquisite marble flooring and my eyes remained transfixed looking upward. I was unable to move not unlike one of the numerous marble statues that adorn the place. After what seemed like an eternity, I collected my overwhelmed senses and sat down on a simple wooden, nondescript chairs (in stark contrast to the wealth and opulence that surrounds them) set out for worshippers, where I remained motionless and almost spell-bound drinking in the awesomeness of the place. My emotional response struck me as strange, since neither I nor my family are Catholic, and, quite frankly, I, at best, had been apathetic toward that church, and even harbored a certain level of antipathy toward Roman Catholicism. After 45 minutes of just sitting there, I remember thinking, “I can’t take all of the immensity and opulence of this place in at one sitting,” and suffering from cognitive and emotional overloading, I resolved to come back the next day to absorb the rest of it. And I did. The majesty, immenseness and artistry of it all was too much to fathom on my first visit. I have been marvelling over the beauty and majesty of church buildings ever since.
Continue reading3 Types of Christians: In Name Only, A Lukewarm Customer & A Sold Out Disciple—Which Are YOU?
This is another hard hitting video that’s not for the snowflake believer in Yeshua/Jesus the Messiah! For those who want to go to the next level in their Christian walk, this challenging message is a dose of loving reality, a spiritual tonic for you. For the rest of you, switch channels and go back to sleep in your stinky pew of complacent and lukewarm churchianity! (I wonder what Yeshua the Messiah thinks of your spiritual state? Not sure? I dare you to read Revelation 3:15–16!)
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Jacob’s Struggle—Wrestling With Yeshua & Conquering Our Sin Nature to Receive Our Promised Reward
Nearly everyone knows the Old Testament story of Jacob wrestling with the “angel,” but there is more to this biblical tale—much more! In this video, we learn how the prophet Jeremiah and the ancient Jewish sages viewed “Jacob’s Struggle” as relating to end time events just prior to the second coming of the Messiah. Perhaps, and even more importantly, we will also discover how Jacob’ struggle—his dark night of the soul—is a spiritual picture of what each Christian must go through to come into a deeper, more mature walk with Yeshua the Messiah and to discover their true and ultimate identity and destiny.
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Genesis 32:1–32, “Jacob’s Trouble” Explained
Jacob’s Trouble, His Dark Night of the Soul In End Times Bible Prophecy and YOU!
You have probably heard the saying that the night is the darkest just before the dawn. Metaphorically speaking, when circumstances conspire against you and the outcome looks the bleakest, that is often when the rays of hope begin to shine through the darkest darkness and the outcome suddenly reveals itself. A way forward unexpectedly manifests itself out of the obscure gloom of apparent defeat and hopelessness. People of faith can more easily relate to such a scenario. This was exactly the place in which the patriarch Jacob found himself when returning to the land of Canaan—the future Promised Land. He had reached the pinnacles of success in his earthly endeavors, and now circumstances beyond his control in front of and behind him were conspiring to take everything away including his very life This is not only the story of his life, but each of us has likely found ourselves in similar spots as well. Deliverance and victory often emerge out of the darkest and bleakest periods of life. This is a test of our faith that if we are to progress to the next level in our spiritual growth, we must pass.
Genesis 32 is the story of Jacob’s return to Canaan after having been exiled from his homeland for 20 years. His exile occurred after he obtained his divinely promised birthright through shrewd if not unscrupulous means from his brother Esau resulting in his having to flee Canaan for fear of his life due to his brothers desire lust for vengeance. Jacob took refuge in the region of Babylonia at his Uncle Laban’s home, where he married Laban’s two daughters, Leah and Rachel. After twenty years working for the greedy and treacherous Laban, Jacob had to flee Babylon with is father-in-law in angry pursuit. As if that were not enough, while Jacob and his family are returning to Canaan, they encounter Jacob’s brother Esau who, still angry after two decades after being cheated out of his inheritance, along with his small army, not only stood in Jacob’s way from entering the land of his promised inheritance, but also wanted to kill Jacob.
This account of Jacob’s personal, spiritual struggles also has prophetic, end times implications relating to the regathering out of exile of the twelve tribes of Israel (the Jews and the Christians) and their return to the Promised Land in Israel under Yeshua our Messiah at his second coming. The Scriptures refer to this time period as “Jacob’s Trouble” (see Jer 30:7).
Alas! For that day is great, so that none is like it; and it is the time of Jacob’s trouble, but he shall be saved out of it. (Jer 30:7)
The ancient Jewish sages believe that the encounter between Jacob and Esau (no doubt informed by Jeremiah’s prophecy) is prophetic in nature and will happen again in the end times, but this time on a much larger scale, and also involving the numerous descendants of Israel (or Jacob) and Esau (or Edom). That is to say, the Israelites of the end times will be attempting to return to their ancestral homeland, while the modern descendants of Esau (the forces of Antichrist as represented by the antichrist religion of Islam and their Elohim-hating allies) will be blocking their way. As we proceed in this study, we will see whether this prophecy is beginning to come to pass in these last days.
Not only this and by way of historical context, the Jewish sages speak of two major redemptions in Israel’s long history. The first redemption occurred when YHVH delivered the oppressed and enslaved children of Israel out of Egypt at the exodus. History will then repeat itself in what the Jewish sages refer to as “the second or final redemption,” which will occur at the end of this present era when the Messiah will regather and lead his exiled and scattered Israelite people back to the Promised Land in fulfillment of numerous biblical prophecies.
Rolling the time line backwards a little in the present story of Jacob, not only had Laban chased his son-in-law out of the area of Babylon, but Jacob was also being blocked from entering Canaan by his murderous brother Esau (or Edom). This is reminiscent of Pharaoh pursuing the Israelites as they were exodusing Egypt only to find their escape route blocked by the Red Sea. Pharaoh was the first Edom, if you will, or Edom is the second Pharaoh. In both instances, YHVH’s people were or will be forced to rely totally on him for deliverance from their enemies who were both in front of and behind them.
Initially, Jacob deals with his crisis in a typically human way—by scheming and conniving “to save his own skin,” so to speak, instead of having faith in YHVH “to work things out.” He figured that by bribing his angry and bloodthirsty brother with wave after wave of gifts, he might appease and assuage his Esau’s desire for murderous revenge (Gen 32:13–20).
Yet Jacob’s bifurcated response to this present danger by resorting to both appeasement and prayer was not acceptable to YHVH, who wanted Jacob to be a man of unmitigated faith, that is, to solely trust in him. Or as Job put it, though you slay me, yet will I trust you (Job 13:15).To bring Jacob to this point, a part of Jacob had to die: his prideful self-reliance and his inclination toward extricating himself from difficult situations through his own cunning ingenuity. This innate tendency of his, not unlike our own, was based on fear of death, and not on faith in YHVH. The Bible tells us that where there is fear, there is no love (1 John 4:18), and that YHVH has not given his people a spirit of fear, but of love, power and a sound mind (2 Tim 1:7). For Jacob to mature spiritually, YHVH wanted him to leave the fear and faithless aspect of his human nature on the east side of the Jordan where Babylon (a spiritual metaphor for the old carnal and sinful man and the ungodly ways of this world) was located. In its place, a faith-filled man who would totally trust YHVH in all things had to rise up; Jacob could no longer trust in his soul man (i.e., his mind, will and emotions) to determine his actions; rather, he had to rely on the Spirit of Elohim to lead him as it informed his inner man or personal spirit, which would, in turn, lead his soul forward in the walk of faith. Only a man of faith, who is mighty in the Spirit, will be worthy to enter the Promised Land. The children of Israel learned this lesson the hard way too. The carcasses of older generation that lacked faith in and obedience to YHVH littered the wilderness en route to the Promised Land.
For indeed the gospel was preached to us as well as to them; but the word which they heard did not profit them, not being mixed with faith in those who heard it…Since therefore it remains that some must enter it, and those to whom it was first preached did not enter because of disobedience…(Heb 4:2, 6)
Like Jacob’s descendants later learned, he too had to discover that his old man, who lacked faith, had to die just before entering the Promised Land. But this was a difficult process. This is because Jacob had to come to grips with his own limitations and overcome the ugly side of his innate human nature that was directed by his mind, will and emotions and not by the Spirit of Elohim. This internal battle between the soul and the spirit occurred during a “dark-night-of-the-soul-encounter” when Jacob wrestled all night with the Messenger of Elohim (Gen 32:22–32).
The result was that in this struggle Jacob became permanently lame in his hip (Gen 32:32). He became physically injured, but more importantly, he became humbled in his heart. His soul man (i.e., his mind, will and emotions) became subservient to his spirit man (under the leading of the Spirit of Elohim). Out of his wrestling match, he gained a new identity, a new heart and a new name. Jacob the “heal catcher” became Israel “the prince of El [God]” or “the prevailer with El.” By wrestling with and overcoming his own soulish or carnal limitations, that is, his own pride, self-reliance on his mind to figure things out instead of trusting Elohim by walking in the faith and in the Spirit, he became a broken and changed man. By trusting in YHVH, he became a vessel that the Creator could use to further his plan of redemption as promised to Abraham, the father of our faith, for it was through Jacob that the birth of birth the nation of Israel was to occur.
Through events leading up to Jacob’s dark night of the soul, he learned a vital spiritual lesson: His human attempts at appeasing Esau gained him nothing except a slimmer net worth via the loss of material possessions. On the other hand, his wrestling with and surrendering to the Messenger of Elohim—who was, in reality, the preincarnate Yeshua—gained him and his descendants not only a nation and the Promised Land, but ultimately the whole world, through Yeshua the Messiah, and a place in YHVH’s eternal kingdom.
Interestingly and as part of a larger picture that would latter play out prophetically in the Bible’s pages, as a gambit to save his own skin from his vengeful brother, Jacob divided his family into two camps in the hopes that if Esau killed one group, the other would survive and vice versa. This was another one of his schemes that failed to work, but which has tremendous end-time prophetic implications. Genesis 32:2 records that Jacob called the name of the place where he split his family into two camps Mahanaim, which is a Hebrew word meaning “two camps” and is the plural of the root word machanah meaning “encampment, camp, camp of armed host, army camp, company or body of people.”This spot is near the River Jabok, which is a tributary to the Jordan River and is located on the east side of that river in the modern country of Jordan.During the time of the nation of ancient Israel, it was located in the Gilead region on either the border between Gad and Reuben or Gad and Ephraim. The Song of Solomon makes reference to mahanaim in chapter 6:13 where we read,
Continue readingThe Crucible of Marriage— A Refining Process to Become the Bride of Messiah
After 35 years, this is Nathan’s first ever teaching on marriage and how it is YHVH’s classroom and cauldron of refinement to prepare us to be the bride of Yeshua the Messiah. This message will take you to the next and higher level of how to view your marriage and to rise above the difficulties and challenges that it inevitably presents.
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