Saul—A Portrait of a Split Personality (like you and me?)

Saul rejected as king of Israel.

If we were tasked with writing an epitaph on the life of King Saul what would it be, and, perhaps more importantly, what lessons would we learn from the life of Israel’s first king? Several notable aspects on his life beg to be addressed, and since the young David figures so prominently in the saga of Saul’s life, it is almost impossible not to contrast the character qualities of these two Israelites when analyzing the life of the former.

The first character quality—a notable one—when first looking at Saul’s life is that he started out as a virtual nobody from a non-notable family from Israel’s tiniest tribe and because of this he was small in his own eyes. Although he was tall and handsome, Scripture presents him as a somewhat humble and definitely a timid individual. Sadly, however, he did not remain humble once kingship came knocking on the door of his life. The prestige and power associated with regnal authority went to his head and it corrupted him as it does with most leaders of men be it the religious, political or business spheres. It is a rare individual who can remain virtuous, much less godly, when tempted with the allurements of popularity, wealth and power. Saul was no exception. How many modern politician and, sadly, most major religious leaders have fallen into this same trap? To whit, in our day, the public’s resect for both of these categories of individuals has probably never been lower than it now is. 

Saul had another flaw, as well, that manifested itself early in his life. He felt the need to tap into a “crystal ball”, if you will, in an attempt to ascertain his fortune or his future. Often it was not to determine the will of Elohim for his life, but for his own selfish purposes. We first see this tendency in Saul when he endeavored to pay Samuel the prophet to divine where his lost donkeys could be found. Several times after that, Saul called on the his personal priest to use the Urim and Thummim to ascertain the will of Elohim especially when it came to doing battle. This was not a bad thing, for David did the same thing. The problem is that when YHVH failed to answer Saul in this manner, instead of asking why Elohim was no longer speaking to him and then repenting of his errant ways, he turned to witchcraft—to necromancy or spiritism—to discover his fortune. This act demonstrates a notable flaw in Saul’s character. He cared less about obeying and serving Elohim than he did about serving his own interests no matter the means necessary to do so. This is not unlike many Christians in our day who seek “personal prophecies” to know what their future holds from church “prophets” who claim to have an inside track with Elohim.

YHVH Elohim has told us in his Word what he wants us to do: obey him and keep his commandments. In other words, doing the will of Elohim must be the top priority in our lives. This was not the case with Saul and most modern Christians. Too many people are like Saul in that they serve Elohim only when it benefits them and it is convenient to do so. In other words, they conform the Word of Elohim to fit their lifestyles instead of the other way around. 

Moreover, for Saul, if Elohim did not respond to him when he snapped his fingers, he looked elsewhere. Sadly, a majority of “Christians” are just like Saul. When it serves their interests, they are loyal and obedient to Elohim. However, if YHVH fails to do their bidding according to their time schedule, they turn elsewhere for aid and comfort, instead of waiting patiently in faith for heaven’s answer. Yeshua referred to this split loyalty as serving both Elohim and mammon. James referred to such a person as being double minded and unstable (Jas 1:8) and a sinner (Jas 4:8). Why is such a person a sinner? Simply because YHVH is not on the throne of such a person’s life. Following the dictates of one’s carnal, sin nature over the Word and will of Elohim is, in reality, self-worship or idolatry, which is a violation of the second commandment: “Thou shalt have no other gods before me,” (Exod 20:3). It is making oneself into the god of one’s life instead of YHVH Elohim. Many claim that Yeshua is their Lord (Master) and Savior, but is he really in charge of our lives?  Face it dear reader, make no mistake, for you and I are guilty all too often of the same sin as Saul—of willful rebellion against the Word and will of our Master! Take a long, hard look in the mirror. Who is really the Master of your life? Your own mind, will and emotions, that is, the dictates of your own heart, or the Word and will of the Almighty Elohim? Do you consult the Word and Spirit of Elohim at all times for direction in your life, and then wait for YHVH to answer you? Or do you just take matters into your own hands and impetuously and wilfully blast forward regardless, as Saul did many times, instead of waiting on Elohim?

Saul’s lack of unconditional loyalty to Elohim caused him constantly to step out of will of Elohim, which, as Samuel declared, was rebellion and witchcraft (1 Sam 15:23). One does not have to don a black robe and pointed hat and fly around on a broom to be a witch! By biblical definition, we fall into witchcraft anytime we rebelliously step out of the will of Elohim, go against his Word, and do what is right in our own eyes, when it is contrary to Elohim’s Word. Eventually, Saul persisted in his rebellion and witchcraft and even found himself consulting a witch in an attempt to foretell his future.

Going against the Word, will and laws of Elohim or Torahlessness is a form of witchcraft, for it is putting our will over that of Elohim’s. Another expression of this idea is, “Do what thou wilt,” which is the modern mantra of those who have given themselves over to the religion of Satanism. Whenever, Saul stepped out of Elohim’s will, he was, in reality, resisting the Spirit of Elohim, and stepping over to the dark side—the side of the Adversary or Satan the devil. It was at this time that a evil, even murderous, spirit from Elohim began tormenting Saul. In reality, this was Elohim’s judgment against Saul. In essence, YHVH was telling Saul, “If you don’t want me to rule over you, then you’ve chosen the devil to rule over you instead. Now see where that gets you!” When YHVH pulled off of Saul the light of his grace and his Spirit, the void that was left was filled by darkness—an evil spirit. At this time, Saul could have repented and turned back to Elohim, but, instead, he persisted in his wilful, stubborn rebellion against heaven’s rule and, as a result, he lost his kingdom and his life. The devil always over-promises and under-delivers! As Proverbs declares, “There is a way which seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death,” (Prov 14:12; 16:25).

Saul trying to murder David

Sadly, too many professing “Christian” are like Saul. In fact, each of us has a little mini-Saul deep inside yearning to rise up and to exert its dominance over us. This is why we need a circumcised heart, to have our minds transformed or renewed by the Spirit of Elohim, to have his laws written on hearts, to maintain a relationship with Yeshua the Messiah on a daily basis, and to take every thought captive to the mind and will of Elohim. Unrepentant Saul-like “Christians” are the tares or weeds that grow among the wheat fields of the true saints. At the end of the age, YHVH will separate out these fruitless weeds, gather up and burn in the fires of his final judgment as Yeshua teaches in his parable. Religious affiliation, labels, trappings and religious activities are a thin veneer that mean little or nothing to Elohim. It is the contents of one’s heart and the inclinations and out-workings or fruits thereof that are the true measure of a person’s character. 

David, by contrast, was a man after Elohim’s own heart. Though far from perfect, he sought to do the will of Elohim. He often stumbled spiritually, but he got back up again, repented and continued to seek Elohim, for his heart was inclined toward serving Elohim. As an example of this godly man’s heart, the numerous psalms that David wrote give us a window into his virtuous character and total reliance upon Elohim. To this day, his writings remain an enduring and inspiring example for us to emulate as we trek through the wilderness of this life en route to the Promised Land of our spiritual inheritance. 

Moreover, David’s righteous lineage continued on up to Yeshua the Messiah and beyond to include many spiritual descendants—the righteous saints of Yeshua. Not so with Saul. His legacy is a sorry one and because of sin his lineage was cut off. Do not let that happen to you by refusing to wholeheartedly love and obey YHVH Elohim. Selah.

The sad death of Saul.
 

5 thoughts on “Saul—A Portrait of a Split Personality (like you and me?)

  1. Shalom & blessings Natan & All

    Such a good and earnest word.
    I stumble & am completely baffled as to the corruption that is with me in this body.
    How quickly I forget His Ways when I am pressured & have been separated from the flock & the Shepherd.

    The desire for Life with Yeshua really hits home when we fail to walk closely & so easily find we have opposed Life.

    Feeling alone & naked is also a place to turn back however you got there….. grit your teeth & turn back with what puny strength to trust you may have ….but trust in Your Deliverer non the less.

    May we never give in to that negative force trying to steal the Kingdom’s Inheritance & Abba’s Glory away from us.

    The pressure of this age to conform at times is so constant. It is a constant attempt to force an immersion by filling everything around us with corruption.

    Maybe that is different to Saul…maybe it isn’t at all.

    How much do we need to bathe in Elohim’s pure ways of the Spirit. The oil of Life so that we can breathe in Abba’s Sweet presence through Yeshua’s Spirit @ work in us.

    Blessings of courage & hope to All to continue the battle even as weary & inadequate.
    Our Saviour Lives!
    Hallelujah!!
    Praise Yeshua!!

    • I have just finished reading Redeemed Israel. Did you ever publish Yeshua’s Ministry Decoded and where may I find a copy if so? Also, thank you for this compelling and skillfully crafted piece as well as everything else you do. Shalom aleichem

      • Yeshua’s Ministry Decoded which has been renamed, The Gospels Decoded—Prophetic Pictures of End Time Events still sits on my computer unpublished. Some day I will bring this book to light, but at this time I’m not sure when or how. Over the years, I have shared snippets of it on this blog.Thank you for asking.

        I’m glad you read Batya’s book. It is still the best one out there on the subject of who is Israel and the regathering of the tribes of Israel.

Share your thoughts...